Have you ever missed someone you never even really knew? I've been missing someone for months now. When that person was in my life, we made small talk every now and then over the course of a couple months. Then that person moved away and is no longer a part of my life and I don't even have their contact information, or any good reason to contact them for that matter. What's weird is that I don't even usually miss people, not because I don't care, but because I tend to live more in the future than in the past. I thought that missing this person was just a fluke that would fade with time, but my longing to see them and talk with them like we used to seems to be getting stronger, even as my memories of them are fading away. Weird??? I think I might be going crazy and am genuinely curious to know if anyone's had similar experiences and if so, if those feelings of (what? nostalgia? longing to go back to something that never really existed?) disappeared eventually or still surface from time to time. I feel this deep sense of regret too, like we should have become closer while we had the opportunity - why did we both keep our distance when there seemed to be something there?
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